Thursday, March 28, 2013

i wish i never care. how to be ignorance?

dah lame kite stop baca surat khabar. especially harian metro. sbb berita2nye terlalu mendalam n terkesan dlm diri kite. in negative way.

rogol. bunuh. dera. --> negatif. negatif. negatif. hurt.

ingat lg pesan pn.lina (darwishndarwisya), pengasas islamic parenting netwok,
'tak perlu ambil tahu, kite akan tahu, sbb sekeliling akan bgtau. n kenapa kite nk baca perkara2 negatif terutamanya pagi2? kesannye, pagi2 kite telah dimulai dgn perkara negatif. then, apakah kesannye kite sepanjang hari tersebut?'

people said, ignorance is a bliss. for some reason. but not for all. of course.

n the truth is always ugly. especially when it become to political.

betul ke, kite boleh tak ambil peduli tentang apa yg terjadi kat negara kita? betul ke, kita tak perlu tahu apa yg pemerintah kita buat? baik kerajaan, mahupun pembangkang.

kedua2nye ade kelebihan dan kelemahan. nk sempurna? mane ade.

i wish i dont know. i wish i never care. i hate to know. but again, the truth is, in deep, i care. that was a stupid reason cause me a burden n pain.. especially after i knew and informed what exactly happen. 

like a parasite.

hate to know.

but the most of it, when i was hopeless. cant do anything.

undi. yes, of course. but can it change?

people said, i dont know because i did'nt work there. but she/he worked there just only for a few years. n just a typical staff. i dont need to work under what type of sectors in goverment to know about it.

because... because of my father, his friends (bekas2 pengarah utk setiap sektor), my uncle (ketua polis traffic bukit aman), a friend, a 'mejar' from angkatan tentera malaysia and many more.

orang tua. lagi byk dieorg tahu tentang kita. dieorg tahu sejarah sbb itulah yg dieorg alami. tahu selok belok negara kite, sbb pengetahuan dieorg luas. n hidup lebih lama dari kita. especially bekas2 pengarah. bukan staff bawahan.

again. i hate to know. how?

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